[KellyB]

Right.....happy pics does not always equal perfection. Everyone has their own stories and problems. I am sorry that you are feeling so bad about things and this time of year, it's easy to do for a multitude of reasons. Know this........you have your parents. Both of them and that is a lot more than some people have. You are a gift to your mother and not everyone has a daughter willing to help. Start some new traditions that only the three of you share and dont compare yourself to others. If your siblings dont want to participate.....their loss. Its very hard to be thankful for what we do have instead of wishing for what we dont and a lot of us are guilty of that. Remember the blessings that are in your life and I hope you feel better.