[Dragonfly]

So what's holding you to him? Do you have a child with him? Do you own property with him?
The abusive relationship you are in today could change one day.
It could turn into him rotting in jail and you are forever dead.

Do you think that all the woman killed by their partners were not abused by them prior?

Shelters are run by professionals that will help you start over and protect you.
Do not go to a family member or friend, if you decide to leave him.