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Aww hun I can and totally relate, and I`ll give you some bits and pieces of advice that Ive learned on my experiences. I know A) your probably feeling vulnerable, scared and unstable.. it`s only normal and in situations like that because of the abuse you learn to think differently then what others may perceive things as. `like oh just leave the a$$hole;.. yea it sounds easy but its farrrr from it. And I bet he`s an angel after he`s done hurting you.. they all are and they want to sucker up to you so the next time he does it he even gets more joy out of the power he has on you. Its pathetically sad, and all mind games believe me.
Do you want a man who beats you half of the time, and is nice to you the other half of the time? Or someone that is going to treat you with respect you, PROTECT you, not hurt you all of the time? Look within yourself and you will find some remaining strength.
What I did was ran, and I ran fast. He was sleeping and we were livign together for only like 3 months, I remember shaking and sweating so bad as I packed my stuff as quiet as I can. I gave my friend a call the day before to meet at a specific time..and God helped me that day and happened to have him sleeping round the same time. I grabbed my stuff went to the door and he woke up from the couch and looked at me with this crazy ass look and I told him im giving some of my stuff to my friend cuz i dont use it and im hanging out for a bit.. i closed that door and ran and he punched the wall and i heared him. i never went back.. 3 years later. I relocated to a new town and made a new life. Even though I have the scars and some of the bad memories I also have a new respect on myself for doing what I did. My standards are very high and Im very picky with the man I brought into my life. There are plenty of good people out there, why waste your time with the bad ones? Someones always there for help,and dont be affraid to ask. It might take you time but dont take too much time or risk any more damage.
Im praying for you, keep us updated...