[purpleRain]

Omg I can't believe this happend to me. Last friday I got in a car accident. It seems I went through red light but I was convinced it was green. I don't remember how that could happen. I am totally confused.

I saw the other car comming right at me and that was a very scary moment... I thought that was my last moment (lucky I had a seatbelt on)

(it's hard for me to find the right words in english to describe my feelings)


After the crash I was so happy I was aware and that I could breath but I had such a heavy pain on my chest and toe

I broke my big toe and they had to pull it straight because it was disformed omg OUCH! My leg is now in plaster bandage.
But that was not the worst.
I made a heavy smack against my sternum and it felt like there were standing 10 elephants on my chest, painfull.
The heart specialist was concerned and I had to stay 24 hours at the coronary care. My heart is bruised and my ECG showed it. Very scary because I have always been scared for heartstuff. They also made an echo and I have a leaking heart valve but the specialist said I could be 90 with that so I have to trust that (lots of young women have that he said), but they will have to examine that some more after 4 weeks.

(In the past I sometimes have heart palpitations but that was harmless, that's what the doctor said but always scares me, I think it has something to do with stress.)
But anyway, I am home now, can't do anything more the lie in bed and rest and have lots of painkillers!!!!
It sucks but I think I have been so lucky after all because who knows what could have happend..(*thanks gardian angels*)....That's what I think, when I am in pain and feel my chest and muscles $%^*& hurt.
I hope everything will be allright and I will recover 100%
I can't use crutches right now because it hurts to much on my chest

This is a short version story hehe, because it's hard for me to describe it all in english as I said before

Here are some pictures of my car after the crash, unreal for me to see