[Adrienne]

Thanks everyone for all your support. I feel like i can't talk to anyone because the people i associate with are all family and in situations like these, living with his family temporarily, they are gonna speak on the behalf of us staying together, not through what actually is good for me.

All day today and yesterday afternoon, he was very distant towards me and didn't say much of anything. A friend called and he wasn't on my a$$ like normally asking who is that who is that and today i went in late to work and when i asked why didn't he call when he went on break he told me that i told him i didn't want him checking up on me. I let him know that i mind when he calls to see how i am but i don't want to have to answer 20 questions (what did you do, did anyone call you, did you mess with your phone, did you send any messages). I guess im to the point Im kinda hoping it doesn't work just because i'm so tired. I just feel that if he can't be caring without jealousy, than i can't be with him. I know he has his own insecurities and i know thats why he's acting the way he does. I'm tired of "saving" him changing who i am or how i do things just to keep him happy. Does anyone think a break would actually help? I know he won't go to counseling for crap bc i've asked him numerous times.