[mariascreek]

I understand your feelings of just not caring anymore, but feeling really scared to break off and seeing him with someone else at the same time. Instead of focusing so much on him doing something with someone else during a "break" what if YOU meet someone wonderful, or not even, what if you find out that you really are at peace when you're alone with your child and don't have to answer 20 questions every time your significant other calls you. If a break doesn't make him miss you terribly and beg for you back and promise things will change, if instead he goes off with someone else...then isn't that your answer???


i know it may sound super easy on paper, that's only my point of view from here where i am. i wish all the best for you.