[kcam125]

Originally Posted by bella1342

I'm sorry. Death is such a hard thing to deal with. I had 3 people that were extremely close to me die from cancer.... and it honesly felt like my whole family died. It's still very had without them here. I don't handle death very well, and I think about it far too often now. Cancer scares the hell out of me... I consantly fear it's going to take another person (or more) that I love.

If you don't mind me asking how old was your sister when she died?

I'm so sorry for your losses... for me I just try to surround myself with my family.. so if something ever does happen to them (or me) untimely I can say I spent a lot of wonderful moments with them. Also... try to think happy thoughts. Your life will become very depessing and sad if you let it consume your mind. It's very painful... but you have to try to go on with your life. ::hugs::

Thank you, she was 18 right out of high school getting ready for college and before her 19th birthday in August. She unexpectedly caught fungi-pneumonia which is very rare and hard to treat. It was also the time when I was just entering the same high school she graduated from, so it was a very rough start and ending for me. =/