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I've been feeling much better, since I last posted in my blog. I'm trying to pull myself out of this deep hole; it feels like a continuous cycle. I miss feeling happy and carefree.
Whilst I have friends, I have always wanted to have a very close friendship. I've always wanted someone who I could consider as being my best friend. I feel that for some part, I have always been unlucky in friendships. I'm just sick of being taken for granted in some friendships. I honestly am. I find myself drifitng apart from a lot of people.. I can't help it, but once I get hurt I find it difficult to forgive. I;m just worried.. I don't want to go through my entire life, not knowing what it feels like to have a friend so close, you would consider them family.
I know life is a journey, but I'm finding this particular part of the journey very difficult at the moment. It's like a constant battle between happiness and sadness.
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