it's 12.50a... probably should be asleep but i haven't been on in such a while that i feel like i need to totally saturate myself with MUT. I have all these things going on currently,mainly getting ready fort he Love Fest Love Parade. It's been a lot of drama, and a lot of frustration, but a lot of other things came out of it... like really delving into my self esteem and self image. since the Mav-attack has been born, i have really gone to the wayside. i didnt lose my baby fat and i just felt really dumpy. so at least the idea of being in next to nothing in a parade has forced me to get my butt to the gym...
i am also really proud of taking on a leadership role amongst my friends... it's not an easy thing to do, because friends will be very passive with each other and that lends itself to resentment, and it started going
that way. but luckily i think i have reboosted morale and we are right back on track again. the costumes look great and i sort of feel like a can-can girl meets pirate wench in mine.

i cant wait to take pics!

i like the feeling of being a leader. i havent been one to be a follower (ask the husband) and i am definitely not the loner, so that really only leaves me with one place.
get ready cuz here i come!!!

brewgrl