Pobre.

Looks like I'll have a busy fall - thank god, I guess. But I so didn't want to work with the kids again... only thing different - I work less days And I'll prolly work at a different school, so it'll be different.

I need the moolah to help quickly pay my debt off. And also, I'm heading to Vegas for winter break plus the whole MUT thing in OCTOBER.
Woot. Can't wait.

Then I have school :/ I'm worried about my courseload and all that. I realized the mall is right across from the school Muah ha. So I'll get to hit MAC and 24 hr fitness. I'mma get back on that grind, man. I havent been to the gym in forever and my mom said she might join me too. I guess after seeing her sis hospitalized, she's realizing something... which is good.

Sigh. So much things going on in my mind but thinking positively
Late

OH. I can't wait for fall shows to start. EEEEK. I'm a loser for wanting heroes, grey anatomy and other crap to come back and rape my tv. I cant wait. haha.

CellyCell

On creating those beauty blog type of thingys.

Because:
a. I got no life
b. I'm bored
c. I miss having a personal blog

But it's not those that do constant reviews like temptalia or anything. Just a place to post fotd and my videos... all about MEEEE! Haha, how effin' vain. I should make those collages of photos with my eye makeup.
Riiiight.

Well, here goes:
http://cellyannabelle.blogspot.com/

I really wanna play with my makeup more this summer. And I'm happy my skin isn't pimply no more! YAY! Just old scarring, but hardly noticeable when I wear foundation. Woop.

But yer... thought I'd share this since there is nothing else to post about.


Except for that Andi has the best non-"Austrian" accent ever! Bahaha.

TOOMAAAAH.
I'm still laughing at that.

"Who told you, you can eat mah cooookieees?!"

CellyCell

I like the feeling of a sore body after a long workout.
I might have to incorporate lunges because my legs are never sore and I work out a steady 2-3 hours for the past week.

This lady at the gym told me she can read hands and briefly looked at mines. Says there are 2 guys stuck in my life/mind ( tee hee) and one I don't care for much and the other one I really do - the one I don't care for much knows of this. And that I shouldn't think of them and stay focused in school because I have a brilliant mind that'll take me to where I wanna be. After I'm done with that, pursue the guy I want. Haha.

It almost made me cry even though I know it's not true and very generic stuff she was saying... but it just freaked me out a bit and took me off guard. I wanted to hear more - maybe tomorrow night, ha. Let's see if her story changes. But I find it fun and amusing. I think it can give a sense of hope, even false hope - but still gives you that. Reminds me totally of the magic 8 ball... "will I marry Paul Walker?" - 'Ask Me Later'

Anyways, my body is sore but every time I check the scale I get a bit disappointed because I see nothing change. I think 1 lbs is lost and I really hope I did loose at least 1. My diet hasn't drastically change but I'm for sure not eating much - it'll change this week when me and my little sister go grocery shopping.
I've made a list so far of meals I'm aloud to eat, which is anything on weight watchers, but I like planning ahead. I want my goal reached (20 lbs dropped) by the end of summer.

Wish me luck.

CellyCell

Dunno what to blog, so I'll be like Nurylicious/Anders and post randomly.

1. I've been now going to 24/hour fitness at night with my coworker. I'm determined to at least loose 20 pounds this summer. Its a small weight loss but I think pretty easy to accomplish. Besides, I signed up for kick boxing in school for Fall - so no matter what, I'll be working out. I wanna be more um... have more endurance besides loosing weight. And I bought this smoothie blender. Perfect stuff for this caca-sweating-in-my-ass-hot-weather! $20 bucks at GNC... you just pour whatever fruit and blend it, then it automatically turns into a cup. Good stuff.

2. I'm about to update my damn makeup stash pictures. I bought so much crap. I went to Sephora on Sunday with Clarisse. Got me those Urban Decay palletes - I dunno why I never bought one before. I was afraid I'd have those shades in my MAC collection but they're more in the shimmer/metal side - which I love and think is perfect to wear during summer. But I need to stop buying anything because I won't be working at all this summer and I still got bills to pay. I dunno how I'll manage. Especially me wanting to go out a lot. I for sure won't get a job so guess who's going to ask daddy for dinero?
Heh, heh.

3. I'm craving a smoothie now.

4. I just made a smooth. Mango/Banana mix. Hmm. I need another combo but not bad.

5. Bebot by the Black Eyed Peas is now my new athenm. Ha, pfft. "bebot bebot be bebot bebot be - ee ko khaki" PHILLIPINOS. Haha, Ma... you're loving this.

6. I watched Harold & Kumar the other night. Alone. Haha... and am I a weird girl because I love crude humor? I would much rather see some guys talking about getting laid then a girl finding true love. True love caca vomit. I rather watch "what what in the butt".


Well, maybe not.

7. So the last day of work was Friday. I wanted to cry when I left in a hurry. I knew I wasn't going to see many of them for a long time or ever. I made a mental note to make sure to see them at their graduation next year. Unfortunately, some of them are being transfered to a new school they opened up... but yeah. Tear* 3 years with them... brats but they made me laugh and smile a lot.

8. Why is Joey Lawrence hosting master of dance? Ugh, I hate all these spin-off dance shows. They're so lame. I stick to So You Think You Can Dance and America's Best Dance Crew. This show better be good... master of dance... hmm. Actually, it's pretty funny.

9. My smoothie taste kinda/sorta delicious for having no sugar or milk.

10. We met this funny girl at the MAC counter. Jamellah... "from OAKLAAND... ya-eee ya-eee! West side till ya die." And I love meeting nice ass sales associates - they make your day better and she said, "I like your brows". WAAAAH... ME? REALLY?! Lol. I made my brows thinner the night before and trimmed them a lot more than I usually do. I'm liking it so far. It's not all over the place looking.

11. Gym is canceled for tonight :/ Blah. Haha.

CellyCell

My long hair. Tear.

I like my hair short but I LOVE my hair long. The maintenance on it is a bitch though. I was looking through older photos of mine and I look so much better with longer hair... damnit.

I swear, from now on - I'm only getting trims in my hair. Bastard hairstylist from Bulgaria. Fucker.

I also miss when my skin use to be so clear from acne. This was in High School too - no makeup back then. MAC fucked up my face. Damn you company that I love but still hate. Damn you!

This past year has not been pretty. I'm looking like a blind hag day after day...


Tomorrow morning, I'm cutting my own damn bangs (I'm pretty good at it) and getting my damn tattoo. I'm ready. I swear to God I'm ready. I'mma be vain as hell and take care of myself. I'm tired of feeling and looking like shit.

Tourettes, tourettes. Blah, damnit blood pressure rising.

CellyCell