I told you guys my teeth are trouble. About a month ago I had my second root canal and when they were taking the x-ray they noticed that my wisdom teeth were moving in sideways and that if we didn't take care of it soon it would kill off the tooth that we just paid about a thousand dollars on.

Yikes!
On the lower right my second and third molar has had the two root canals. Just so you guys aren't lost on where I'm talking about.

The bad news is we already used up our years worth of insurance money on dental care. I tried to wait until our insurance year could start over, but that tooth is pushing badly. It hurts.

and right now I'm about to take some Valium. Gotta love pain killers! haha

The only good is the drugs, this is happening during my Christmas break and my wisdom teeth do not have any roots. Supposedly it makes it easier for the tooth to come out.

The only part I'm really nervous about is that he said he had to take out some of my bone to get to the tooth. I have a small mouth, but my teeth aren't crowded.

Oh boy! Wish me luck!
I'm sure I'll be fine, but the luck wouldn't hurt.

~LeeLa

kitsune89

Well this blog was supposed to be one with nice pics from Thanksgiving. Now this blog will contain pics from my cat Beauty. She was named after my favorite Disney movie Beauty and the Beast. She was about 16 yrs old. She had Thyroid problems. We took her to the vet just to get checked up because she was acting slugg-ish. It turns out that her thyroid medicine hasn't been working and she had fluid in her lungs and apparently that has something to do with her heart.
So the decision was left up to me. Put her to sleep or make my parents spend a bunch of money and hope she lives another 6 months. I always told myself if this kind of thing happens I will not let her suffer so I decided to put her to sleep. I cried so much and I'm still very teary right now. The family came together and we stayed with her for a few minutes saying goodbye. So I decided to stay in the room while she was being put to sleep and for some reason when she got the sedative she went to sleep, but didn't close her eyes instead they stayed open and she was looking at me. I couldn't take it so I just started crying in Codi's arms.
It was hard I couldn't concentrate on my studies for my finals. We are about to bury her later. So now I will leave some pics of Beauty.
Enjoy!!!!

kitsune89

This week started off with my mom yelling about the carpet and the floor. See its been my moms dream to get rid of the carpet and put in tile floor. The carpet would be fine, but we have cats and well you know how that goes I guess. Then we started cleaning and cleaning and cleaning moving very heavy stuff. I never realized how much prepping goes into putting in a brand new floor. Also on Monday I fed 4 families for Thanksgiving. It made me feel so great plus I got some community service hours for my Seminar class. So it all works out.

I basically skipped all of my classes on Tuesday I don't miss much of school so I have plenty of absences saved up.

Thanksgiving we drove to Codi's house and ate there. It wsas fun and sad at the same time. Because we had to leave and it was his sisters last time to be there for awhile. She's moving in with her boyfriend and its about a 2 hours drive away. Then we drove all the way back to my house and had another Thanksgiving dinner. I was yelled at not to eat all of the crescent rolls and guess what? there was some leftover. Stupid brother! My uncle also showed up and I had fun hinting at my Christmas list. I'll see if I can post some pics from Codis camera. Nothing amazing happened so sorry if I didn't write much detail.

Today my dad and Codi went into work to deal with all of the crazy early shoppers. I heard that there wasn't any fights, but it was hectic. oy! Today they also got paid and me and Codi rushed all over town trying to find a freaking Wii system. They sold out so fast. Damn! Oh well we shopped for Xmas presents and I bought half of his present. So it worked out. I don't have a license so my chances of going out without him are rare I just made him go somewhere else.

I woke up this morning and I realized I couldn't breathe not because my nose was stuffed up, but because I was having major drainage in the back of my throat. Yuck! I've been coughing and sneezing all day. What a pain! I think part of it is stress and allergies from the dust in the house when we cleaned. Bad timing because we were going to go visit my niece, but I didn't want to make her sick so we couldn't. : (

Thats pretty much it other than the fact that my first semester of College is winding down and I have to study so I can keep my grant.

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving! and my next blog should be full of pics.

kitsune89

Hey all just wanted to say I've taken the advice from the brainstorming thread and whenever I go to a profile I make sure I comment. Also I've been adopted by Nox. So that makes me feel extra special. This was a message written to her, but it turned out so long that I didn't want re-type everything so I copied and pasted. Enjoy!


My boyfriend and I went down to visit his sister and her boyfriend in Jacksonville, Fl on Friday. It was really fun. It was mainly to spend time with her before she finally moves down there and to go to a concert on Saturday. The first night was pretty cool except everyone smokes and I was dying. I have asthma and its just frustrating. Sometimes I just want to rip the cigarettes out of their hands and like stomp on it. Then of course me and Codi (my bf) fought over something stupid. You can't leave home without a stupid fight.

Haha it was like 3 in the morning and i was tired so I started crying and I called my mom. Not something that I wanted to do, but I don't do well around people I don't know. Especially if its in another state. It ended though.

Then Saturday came and we went to the concert Planet Fest. The bands that played there were: Finger Eleven, Trapt, Seether, and Breaking Benjamin. (thats all I can remember right now) The first few bands it was cool. Then the crowd surfers just kept coming and coming. I didn't enjoy the bands at all I was constantly being kicked in the head and pushed around. I got so mad I just punching the crowd surfers. I mean how can anyone enjoy a band when you have to constantly look behind you for crowd surfers.

During Seether the crown started rushing forward and the pressure against the front was overwhelming. I thought my ribs were going to break. Codi was trying to keep the crown off of me, but it was hard. This one guy kept like laying on me and Codi was like get off and then he leaned on me and again and Codi kinda pushed him off and the guy was like "If you push me again I'll kill you" and Codi (he's stubborn) said "then do it" so when Codi turned back around to see if I was ok the guy sucker punched him. Man at this point I couldn't see what was going on and I had basically lost everyone in my group so I freaked because I couldn't see where Codi went and I started crying. Now this other nice dude who I finally realized I was holding onto was like " Don't cry I'm not going to hurt you" and "I'm not trying to do anything I'm just holding onto you so you won't fall" and I was like " I know I know" I kept trying to explain that I wasn't crying because of him I just wanted to know where my boyfriend was at. Well somehow Codi found his way back to me he was all bloody and told me "to get out of the crowd he'd meet up with me" so the nice guy I was holding onto signaled to security that I wanted out.I was pissed because I had been holding onto my watch the whole time and then when I finally get rescued my watch drops into the crowd.

Finally, after awhile I met up with Codi and his friend and he told us what happened. From my point of view after Codi went after the guy I saw a bunch of people go in and I thought a big fight was about to happen, but really they were pulling him away from the other guy. So Codi didn't even get a punch in, but the other guy went off with security.

That was basically my weekend so I'm sore, bruised and watchless. My life isn't always that hectic and Codi is ok. I kinda feel awesome and guilty that he got into a fight for me.

kitsune89

I hate blogging too much because then I feel like I'm just repeating myself over and over again. Well Halloween was awesome for the most part. The drugs made my mood bounce back and forth so I was like cool one second and something would just get me mad. Let's just say my boyfriend was tired of it by the end of the night and we got into a fight. Its over and done with though.

After trickortreating we went to a very dull Halloween party. He wanted to go. I went because I don't like the thought of him going to a party by himself with alcohol.... if you catch my drift. He's never cheated on me, but in his past he's slept around because he has gotten so drunk. I trust him I just don't trust other people.

Yesterday I had school. They didn't give me Lortab this time it was some other pain medication that didn't make me floaty, but damn did it make me sleepy. Trying to stay awake was a pain and at my last class I was going to stay for like half of the class then bail out. I didn't because it would have counted as an absent and I figured if I could stay for half then I could stay for the rest. I took the pain meds before i went to sleep and it knocked me out I thought I had slept for like 10 hours when in reality I had slept for 1.

Anyways today has been the roughest with the tooth its been ok I can eat. Just no opening the mouth too wide. My jaw hurts so bad. I refuse to take any medicine until at night so it can make me go to sleep. I also got to watch all of the Saw movies. Funny thing I've never actually seen any of them I have just heard about them so much I basically know the storyline. So I'm ready to see Saw 4 in theaters.

Thats about it. I'm pretty much alone right now and watching those movies earlier isn't helping me out. I hate being home alone. Haha
I hope everyone had a good day.

kitsune89