Since my mom works night shift, I've been teaching Jeffrey what Kindergardeners need to know. He knows abcs 123s shapes colors, knows how to write a few words and spell a few smaller words. And he can speak some spanish. He's really good with colors and numbers(can say 1-10 in spanish perfect). I love it and he's so cute doing it. I've also got him to eat wayy better. He used to only want pp&j and ham sams. He still gets that but not as much, he loves yougurt, raisins, apples, bananas and 'monkey much'.


Is this how you mommys feel when your little ones do things like this? I can't wait to get older lol.

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Well not really. I was looking for modeling for +size models and I came acrossed bbwpinup.com and thought "yay cool"! Nope not at all they would like their girls 300+ pounds. It was another door shut. I cannot find any modeling for me, none are close either. I dont have head shots or anything but still get discuraged.

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Yeahhhh very nice, usually these dont bother me but it was very hurtful. maybe because its 'that time'

It goes to show you how rude and bored people on myspace are.

Oh this was sent because I said my face was bloated, and it indeed is.

From: <a href='http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=282 36339&MyToken=75b408d3-f212-468f-b8c3-091d306237d7'>r3al</a>
Date: Jan 24, 2008 10:51 PM

your face isnt bloated, your just fat. you should take a break from your shitty makeup and get your ass on a diet a.s.a.f.p. AS SOON AS FUCKING POSSIBLE.[/

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Today (jan 4th) is the 5th saddest day of my life. Today 5 years ago my grandfather died of heart failure. And I didnt even get to say goodbye. I went to my dads after school anf I didnt get to go home to tell him bye like I always did. So basically the last time I said to him was "Im going to bed because of school, ill see you tomorrow." But that never happened, I left Friday and when I came home Sunday he was gone. I still cannot think of a reason why God took him. He was perfectly fine when I saw him and from what I was told he got worse over the weekend.

He was suppost to give me away, and always be there. He was always there when ever & where ever. Now...nothing. I remember every weekend he made my eggs bacon & chocolate milk. Now I cry seeing those 3 items together and cannot eat just those together. He taught me how to jump waves and swin in the ocean-now I dont go in the water. And he used to take me to the Va Zoo all the time when I was little, Id love to go back but I cant even watch videos of us there, I know I couldnt actually be there.

I figured blogging it out would help, but it didnt.

If tears could build a stairway, and memories build a lane, Id walk right to heaven, and bring you home again.♥ u pappy

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