makeupwhore54

So we went to Va beach for the 4th of July and they always put of their fireworks on the ocean. And it's beautiful, so I made a video of it in honour of my Pappy. I have never met anyone in my life that loves fireworks more then him, if he could have he would have probably put off fireworks everyday all year round. And every time we go I sit taking pictures crying and thank the Lord it's dark because I hate people to see me upset & crying. Everytime we go I wish that I could have sat there with...

Since my mom works night shift, I've been teaching Jeffrey what Kindergardeners need to know. He knows abcs 123s shapes colors, knows how to write a few words and spell a few smaller words. And he can speak some spanish. He's really good with colors and numbers(can say 1-10 in spanish perfect). I love it and he's so cute doing it. I've also got him to eat wayy better. He used to only want pp&j and ham sams. He still gets that but not as much, he loves yougurt, raisins, apples, bananas and 'monkey...

Well not really. I was looking for modeling for +size models and I came acrossed bbwpinup.com and thought "yay cool"! Nope not at all they would like their girls 300+ pounds. It was another door shut. I cannot find any modeling for me, none are close either. I dont have head shots or anything but still get discuraged.

Yeahhhh very nice, usually these dont bother me but it was very hurtful. maybe because its 'that time'

It goes to show you how rude and bored people on myspace are.

Oh this was sent because I said my face was bloated, and it indeed is.

From: <a href='http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=282 36339&MyToken=75b408d3-f212-468f-b8c3-091d306237d7'>r3al</a>
Date: Jan 24, 2008 10:51 PM
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Today (jan 4th) is the 5th saddest day of my life. Today 5 years ago my grandfather died of heart failure. And I didnt even get to say goodbye. I went to my dads after school anf I didnt get to go home to tell him bye like I always did. So basically the last time I said to him was "Im going to bed because of school, ill see you tomorrow." But that never happened, I left Friday and when I came home Sunday he was gone. I still cannot think of a reason why God took him. He was perfectly...