I feel like such an outcast on MUT because im so pathetic and I go on just to stalk people and see all my old friends still conversing with one another and becoming closer and me just stalking them and not being a part of any of it. Sob. I know it's all my fault because I take no time to come on anymore but truth be told it doesnt keep my interest one bit. I only care about the people now. I never even look at any new threads unless theyre on the last 5 threads created by whomever I am stalkings profile.

So yeah. I just want you all to know I let this consume me like every time I go on and see my dearest friends going along with their MUT lives without me. I miss you all and the simple solution would be to start coming on again but I love my life way too much right now to even consider that an option.

I started my job at Goodwill about a month ago and I love it. I only work part time but I just picked up another shift and im trying to work myself to full time. My supervisor said they don't tend to hire people at full time anymore so I should make it my goal to become a supervisor and so that is my goal. I also still work random days at my old job to get as much money as I can. I would love more than anything to move out and that is also one of my goals. I need a full time job first though, im really trying. And starting to save, which is DIFFICULT for me. I have already discussed it with Johnny and we want to live together very much. This thing has only been going on 3 months now but to me it's pretty much 3 years. We are so close and know eachother so well that there is no point to sitting around and waiting to be serious when it already really is, and what we have both wanted for frikin ever.

Everything thus far has been more than perfect. Thats all I can do to describe it, lame and cheesy but there has been no problems between us and I still want to spend every second with him. We get loads of compliments from people we know AND strangers. We were downtown about a month ago and just walking together when some person (in a skeleton suit which made it all the more interesting) walked up to us and said we make a cute couple. Just stuff like that we seem to get a lot, that im not used to getting. Not to bore everyone with always talking about my love life but, even his mom looked at me and said she couldnt have picked a more beautiful, sweet girl for her son. And also said that she wished she had a daughter like me and not her own daughter, John's sister. (quite the bitch she is) When we went to his friends wedding a few weeks ago we got quite a few comments about how we were going to be married next, by how happy we were together.

So yeah, I guess I can't complain because my life is great but I still miss all my time spent on MUT. I have spent many hours on here in the past when I had no other life. It's just kind of sad to completely neglect it and all my past efforts even though I have no desire to post really, save blogging sometimes.

I love you all and have not forgot you. Although you have probably forgot me!

MindySue

MindySue

So, im in love with my life. And a special person in it named Johnny.

I have never been this happy before nor did I know that it was possible to feel this way. I could go on forever and sound like a love-sick moron but I won't, as long as I know how right it is. Thats all that matters.

Basically I have known he was the one for me for 3 years but for obvious reasons tried to push those feelings aside for the longest time although they never went away.

Well i've been back for 12 days and each day has been perfect so far because of Johnny. Everyone around us can see that this is something amazing. Everyone keeps saying how perfect we are for eachother and how good we look together.



Im way too involved with my life these days to come on MUT, so I apologise but my god...when you are in love this much MUT just cannot compare haha.

MindySue

My ass (face) is breaking out more than EVER right now!!!!!!! At a time when I need to look my best, seriously. I need to look amazing by sunday. But yeah, my face is a constant acne field for the past month or two. I know it's cause I keep using olive oil, but im a frigin poor ass and I do NOT have money to buy anything for my skin, so im stuck like this. Isn't that just great? On top of that i've got about 2% left of my foundation and the only other crap I have is way too pale for me. Ugh. Just perfect, perfect. These pimples keep coming up as white heads, fucking nasty, so I obviously have to pop them, and then they turn red, and will not be covered up by minerals. It's just frigin dandy. Because they keep coming up as white heads, when i usually get one or two white heads every once in a while, and been getting all white heads lately, makes me think my skin care really needs changing but ughghhghghghg..fuck.

I am not happy with my beauty dilemma, and I can't stand to look at my face with no makeup when I break out, it's just nasty. Everything is just amplified fugly.

But other than that, my life is perfect. But this would be nice to be perfect too damnit.

MindySue

The fashion show was held last night, nobody probably knows what im even talking about because I didn't tell anyone...but for one of my classes I had to design a garment for the annual fashion show. The theme was Story Book, and I created a garment (along with my partners) inspired by The Paper Bag Princess. Because im awesome, everyone liked mine the best (no joke) and it got tons of compliments. Tonnnsss. Because the second year students who put on the show liked it so much, they wanted it to be the first outfit on the runway. And so it was. Afterwards, Kathy (my partner & model) got so many people complimenting her and saying it was their favorite. Kinda pissed me off because she didn't do a thing but model it, I did all the hard work along with my other partner Lindsay.


So yeah. Here is a picture of it, I will be adding more professional ones as soon as I get them. For now this is my model Kathy, and my cute asian friend Becky. Haha.

MindySue