Tomorrow is my birthday!! I'm excited because I'm going to be having a "fun party."

I was having a fabulous day today until I recieved my divorce papers.....Happy early birthday to me! I'm excited, nervous, scared, anxious to finally be able to totally move on from this hell. 3 years of this and I couldn't succeed. Maybe I'm not meant to be married....(sigh), I'm just worried that if I ever get married again I'll fail at it too.

I'm trying so hard to keep myself from going into a depression but it's so hard. I can't keep lying to everyone much longer. I'm just dissapointed in myself for not being able to work it out.

Here's to me becoming a 23 year old divorced woman....

sali

Pobre.

Looks like I'll have a busy fall - thank god, I guess. But I so didn't want to work with the kids again... only thing different - I work less days And I'll prolly work at a different school, so it'll be different.

I need the moolah to help quickly pay my debt off. And also, I'm heading to Vegas for winter break plus the whole MUT thing in OCTOBER.
Woot. Can't wait.

Then I have school :/ I'm worried about my courseload and all that. I realized the mall is right across from the school Muah ha. So I'll get to hit MAC and 24 hr fitness. I'mma get back on that grind, man. I havent been to the gym in forever and my mom said she might join me too. I guess after seeing her sis hospitalized, she's realizing something... which is good.

Sigh. So much things going on in my mind but thinking positively
Late

OH. I can't wait for fall shows to start. EEEEK. I'm a loser for wanting heroes, grey anatomy and other crap to come back and rape my tv. I cant wait. haha.

CellyCell

Uploading,Just so I don't lose them!

Prose09

Oh im so happy they are over, i saw the closing ceremonies starting and i couldnt believe it, they are Oh-Ver!!!

Oh im so happy, now what's next, oh yeah go back to happy normal life, -sigh of relief- LOL

i think im even gonna sleep a little bit better now. Wait, maybe not, those days are coming, bah. Back to the bloatedness and headeaches and bitchy moods. -sigh- poor lumberjack, i feel sorry for him, i turn into da monsta when im on my days. I dont even want to be with myself when that happens

Random, most random blog ever. Done.

daer0n

All week we have had them trapsing through our house doing appraisals.. I know it needs to be done, but it would be nice for ONE day to not have one in....we've had 5 now..I think we have had enough quotes done...no, 2 more are coming tomorrow.

I don't feel comfortable having a complete stranger come into my house and analysing my house from head to toe...I don't know where I should be, I even feel awkward being in my own bedroom, like I shouldn't be in there when they need to come in and have a look, it's like to some of them I'M invading THEIR space.

I just want them to go away! Hmph!

Bec688