So last weekend my boyfriend told me that he feels like hes having a midlife crisis or something cuz he feels like Im smothering him and that hes feeling tide down. He also said that I'm controlling but when I ask him what I'm controlling about he cant seem to answer. He told me that he cant see his life without me and sometimes he cant see his life with me. Of course I started crying, its a natural reaction when someone tells you that. I cried the whole night and I didnt go to work the next day cuz my eyes were so puffy. I now know why he has been a lil stand offish lately. I told him the other night that I just want him to be happy and he told me that he wanted me to be happy. I am happy cuz I have him. I honestly dont know what I'd do if I ever lost him. I've never loved anyone that Ive dated as much as I love him. If he decides to break up with me, I'm screwed. I have no where to go. My parents moved to OK but I don't want to live there. I want to stay where I'm at. I just hope that he gets over this and we can move on from this. It's been goin good the past couple of days so maybe he's gettin over this whole thing. I just hope that when and if he gets over this that it doesnt happen again cuz I don't know if I can take it again.

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Well hello everyone. Its 4:19 a.m. and I still haven't gone to bed. That's what happens when you have a boyfriend who is a night owl. You wanna go to sleep but can't cuz of him. Just wanted to say hey and see how everyone's doing. Well ya'll have a great sunday and have fun watchin the Super Bowl. G'nite ladies and gents.

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Yea I found out last month that my rents and my brother are moving to Oklahoma. It sucks really bad cuz I dont want them to go. My dad wants to move back home and home is in Oklahoma. My mom kinda wants to go and my brother wants to go and get away from all the negative people he has in his life. I sure wish they would stay. Im stayin tho. Im stayin cuz I need to finish college and Im not leavin Quentin. Hes the best thing thats happened to me and theres no way Im lettin him go. My rents understand and respect my decision. My mom does sometime play the guilt trip tho and my dad yells at her.
This thanksgiving/christmas when we were there my dad gave me a hug and started crying. I didnt cuz I needed to be strong for him. I told I knew what I was doing and he knew and understood. I told him I had my fair share of cryin as well. Its not fair, I dont want them to move but I dont want them to be miserable so if movin back to Oklahoma will make them better than they need to move. Just sucks that it has to be before christmas. I just wish them a safe trip back to Oklahoma.

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