Just dont know how I feel right now
Posted 06-26-2008 at 10:17 PM by sweetnsexy6953
So last weekend my boyfriend told me that he feels like hes having a midlife crisis or something cuz he feels like Im smothering him and that hes feeling tide down. He also said that I'm controlling but when I ask him what I'm controlling about he cant seem to answer. He told me that he cant see his life without me and sometimes he cant see his life with me. Of course I started crying, its a natural reaction when someone tells you that. I cried the whole night and I didnt go to work the next day cuz my eyes were so puffy. I now know why he has been a lil stand offish lately. I told him the other night that I just want him to be happy and he told me that he wanted me to be happy. I am happy cuz I have him. I honestly dont know what I'd do if I ever lost him. I've never loved anyone that Ive dated as much as I love him. If he decides to break up with me, I'm screwed. I have no where to go. My parents moved to OK but I don't want to live there. I want to stay where I'm at. I just hope that he gets over this and we can move on from this. It's been goin good the past couple of days so maybe he's gettin over this whole thing. I just hope that when and if he gets over this that it doesnt happen again cuz I don't know if I can take it again.
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How old is he?
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Posted 06-27-2008 at 07:29 AM by Nick007
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He's 22. I wanna say its bc his friend just broke up with his girlfriend for a diff girl so maybe he wants to do the same thing.
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Posted 06-27-2008 at 09:30 PM by sweetnsexy6953
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I wanna say he's gettin over how he was feeling. He's much better now and is payin more attention to me. At least thats what it seems like to me.
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Posted 06-28-2008 at 09:54 PM by sweetnsexy6953
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Oh, that's good. He's to young for a mid-life crisis! Maybe it is the friend thing, guys are like that, they want to start going out again, when they see their friends being all single.
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Posted 06-30-2008 at 10:58 AM by Nick007
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Yea I told him that and denied it but now his friend is kinda seein someone so I dont know. He seems better and that's all that matters to me.
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Posted 07-01-2008 at 01:37 PM by sweetnsexy6953
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