I been through rough times in the last year, but things started to look better now and i had my hopes up I will be happy with my life soon. Now its just a big mess again and everything just seems to go wrong.
I had to stop taking birth control pills,cause of my migraines and now i am having 2week migraines every month around period and they seriously are killing me, Mango is worse again and I have noone to ask for help to spend some time with her when i am at work (my sister completely refuses to do it any longer), so now i will have to hire a dog walker,and sadly the only good company is my exbfs,with whom i don't wanna have nothing to do with,dont wanna hear him,see him,and the girl walking the dogs i know from before and hmm cant say we best friends. Its such a mess ALso making me crazy is my job, things gone worse again,and its just so stressful I even got rly sick a few weeks ago. On top of it all, I have to pass this really huge exam I havne't even applied for yet and I still have to go to the pharmacy for practice,which is so tireing after regular work that i just can't handle atm.
All of this is making me feel really depressed and lonely and like a big loser with no hope of things getting better anytime soon. With not much sleep, loads of smoking and coffee I look like this: boo.

Just needed to vent even though now i feel all I am doing is feeling sorry for myself:S

Zoey

Imagine a friday night after extremly stressful week, drinking coke, chatting on skype with your bf, playing a game,being happy you have whole weekend ahead of you...and then your pc goes kaboom,bang,explodes,everything shuts down, motherboard dead. oh yes,its happend to me on friday,cut from the world,no tv or radio at home,complete silence,nightmare!
so i got this old laptop on s aturday from my bro,at least i have internet connection,but my weekend is ruined,tomorrow back to stressful world,broke,so it will take ages til i can get my pc fixed...
why oh why on f riday night??

Zoey