[kcam125]

My aunt died today 12:05 am, she had cancer but she was fine until she developed pneumonia. On top of that it was my dad's birthday today, and two days ago on the 22nd it was my sisters 6 year death anniversary (she also died of pneumonia & she also had Leukemia) and on the 11th it was my grandma's 2 year death anniversary (my dad's mom) We have had way too many family deaths within the past 6 years. Last year alone I had 3 deaths in my family, my uncle died of a grand mal (sp?) seizure at home he was by himself on his bed while my aunt was at work and their neighbor found him. Last december my cousin died in a car crash on his way home from his last final. I don't understand, I have at least one family member that dies each year =( i'm sorry for ranting about this, but I had to get it out of my system. I don't know what to do anymore...my life sucks!

[bella1342]

I'm sorry. Death is such a hard thing to deal with. I had 3 people that were extremely close to me die from cancer.... and it honesly felt like my whole family died. It's still very had without them here. I don't handle death very well, and I think about it far too often now. Cancer scares the hell out of me... I consantly fear it's going to take another person (or more) that I love.

If you don't mind me asking how old was your sister when she died?

I'm so sorry for your losses... for me I just try to surround myself with my family.. so if something ever does happen to them (or me) untimely I can say I spent a lot of wonderful moments with them. Also... try to think happy thoughts. Your life will become very depessing and sad if you let it consume your mind. It's very painful... but you have to try to go on with your life. ::hugs::

[Anthea]

I am so sorry for your losses, I hope things do turn around for you and your family.

[kcam125]

Originally Posted by bella1342

I'm sorry. Death is such a hard thing to deal with. I had 3 people that were extremely close to me die from cancer.... and it honesly felt like my whole family died. It's still very had without them here. I don't handle death very well, and I think about it far too often now. Cancer scares the hell out of me... I consantly fear it's going to take another person (or more) that I love.

If you don't mind me asking how old was your sister when she died?

I'm so sorry for your losses... for me I just try to surround myself with my family.. so if something ever does happen to them (or me) untimely I can say I spent a lot of wonderful moments with them. Also... try to think happy thoughts. Your life will become very depessing and sad if you let it consume your mind. It's very painful... but you have to try to go on with your life. ::hugs::

Thank you, she was 18 right out of high school getting ready for college and before her 19th birthday in August. She unexpectedly caught fungi-pneumonia which is very rare and hard to treat. It was also the time when I was just entering the same high school she graduated from, so it was a very rough start and ending for me. =/