Butterflykisses, welcome to
MUT and I agree with everyone that you can spin a great yarn, so to speak!
Your story reminds me of Amethyst's (another beloved
MUT'er)
when she was trying on some Du Wop Lip Venom at Sephora.
All I can say is that you are not alone. I personally can't even get near any of that stuff; although others seem to have no probs whatever, I am just really sensitive. For Some Only, I guess??

However, with the Browzings, I've heard from
reviews and everybody that this is a really good product; and in this case I agree with Andrea and Amanda that it just takes a little practice to get used to using it on a daily basis...
Benebaby (Amanda) just posted a great tutorial on it!!! Best of Luck..and don't give up!