Thank you so much for your replies everyone. I can't tell you how much this has opened my eyes and has truly helped me. This has been very insightful. I will move on with an open heart and mind. Thank you again! :)
Thank you for the replies! I feel a lot better. I honestly don't know what i was thinking but i know one thing, i deserve better. I guess i just feel stupid in a sense and like such a cliche for going back to him time and time again. I just wish it didn't feel this bad and that i didn't give him the satisfaction of dumping him first.
I am just so confused. I think its my own fault because he has disappeared on me before and I just keep letting him come back in my life even after saying he would never do it again. My now ex boyfriend and I were together off and on for 8 months. He would leave for a week at a time and not explain anything. He would eventually come back and say that he was sorry and that he only wants me and no one else. Well this last time we were doing great, he finally convinced me to get back together with him. We were even talking about getting a place together. He was the first to tell me he loved me and that he wanted to marry me someday....right... Then out of the blue he says "i want to take a break, i need time to think." And then comes back to say that "he doesn't want to be tied down, no matter how hard he tries he cant do it". When just that afternoon we were talking and texting like we usually do all lovey dovey. I am soo confused and hurt. I feel like such an idiot for even allowing him back into my life when i didn't want to in the first place. It seems like everytime i finally get over the hurt, here he comes to smack me back down. I feel like hes tricked me into liking him again and its not fair that he gets to do this to me. On top of everything, i find out that not even a day later he is back with his ex!!! Has anyone ever been through this? Im just at a loss, i don't know what to feel. I just want to crawl into a hole somewhere.
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