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HI ALL!! I will be 37 on May 13th and ALL OF MY LIFE I CAN REMEMBER ALWAYS LOVING MAKEUP!! EVERYWHERE I WENT AS A TEEN ETC PEOPLE WOULD STOP ME AND TELL ME THAT I LOVE YOUR MAKEUP AND WHO DID IT?? And then I would just tell them that I DID IT!! Over the years I have had SEVERAL different health issues come along, depression, anxiety, and alot of health issues that have KNOCKED ME DOWN!! AND I HAVENT REALLY BEEN MY BUBBLY SELF IN YEARS!! All that I can say is that MAKEUP ALWAYS SEEMS to MAKE ME HAPPY!!! Whenever I go to a store, the 1st place I go to is the COSMETICS!! SO I AM TRYING TO GET MYSELF OUT OF THIS RUTT!!! ALOT HAVE HAPPENED TO ME RECENTLY TO WHERE I FINALLY REALIZED THAT I AM ALIVE BUT NOT LIVING!! And then there come the $$$ Issues, I dont like to buy for myself, ALWAYS OTHERS!! I AM A PEOPLE PLEASER!! AND I HAVE A 13 YR OLD SON WHO I ADORE!!! AND HE TOLD ME THAT I AM ALWAYS DOING FOR EVERYONE ELSE SO I NEED TO DO FOR ME TO BE HAPPY!! I want to go to MAKEUP SCHOOL SO BADLY!! But I was checking out online schools because of my health issues, and I have gained ALOT of weight due to having recent THYROID PROBLEMS!!! SO I AM SO EMBARRASED OF MY LOOKS!! I know its whats inside that counts!! GOD HAS TAUGHT ME THAT THE HARD WAT!! LOL!! I used to be a real PRISS, and my nickname was PRISSY MISSY!! What do you all think about MAKEUP ARTISTRY CLASSES ONLINE?? That is really all that I can afford right now, I thought that it would be at least a GREAT START to MY DREAM at the least since its only like $400 at NOMAUSA.COM. ANYONE HEARD OF IT? OR ATTENDED THE ONLINE CLASSES?? Thanks alot HUGS, Melissa /emoticons/[email protected] 2x" width="20" height="20" />