Honestly, I am happier now, in the stage of life I'm in, than probably ever. The only thing I can really say I miss, is right before I got pregnant with Alana. I was working 2 full time jobs and hanging out with my friends whenever I wasn't working. Actually, a few of them used to hang out with me at work, too. Me and my big old Buick went wherever we wanted to, whenever we could.