Welcome, Sue Ellan, glad you joined! Yes, this site seems to attract lovely, sweet and understanding people. I notice there are some other crossdressers, as well.
My family discouraged me from wearing makeup. Now that I'm over the age of 50 I am rebelling (finally). Not too many years ago, my older brother stood over me disapprovingly and said, "Well, you've got yourself all up with MAKEUP. I suppose you think that looks good on you; but it doesn't. Your eyelids are all purple, your lips are uneven, your cheeks are blotchy..." I wasn't wearing any makeup at the time... Please note that I am a biological female, married, conservative, religious, etc. So I understand how it feels to have people disapprove and suppress all your happy natural feelings.
With love,
Ruthie