OMG....do you only get paid once a month!!?? I could never budget for an entire month at a time! Anyway...I totally feel you! I've finally gotten a bit of a grip on myself, but I was out of control there for awhile too! It was like, I joined MUT and then I just wanted to buy every single thing everyone was raving about! it can be done, it just takes a little willpower. I do still purchase, but I look for sales or discount codes and have curbed it alot. We're with ya'! Good luck!