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Hello, I am asking this to see what you all thought. This is long I tend to Ramble sorry!
I have this person I am in love with. We met at a Club on new years 2011. I was star struck.
Normally i dont walk up to anyone,people walk up to me. For whatever reason i went up to her and said hello. We became really good friends, The feeling Like you have known this person for ever. a few months later i worked up the courage and asked her to be my girlfriend. She polity Declined and said no i am with Someone,You know this.Then she tells me
"If i was single Yes id go out with you".
This would be the last time we would see each other for about a year. The next week we would get into a big fight over something dumb. Fast forward to March 2012 I was on Facebook and she sends me a Message,As soon as i saw her name I got a big smile.
After our argument she told me to "F*&? off",so i respected her wishes and didnt text call or im her,I was the one who deleted her off my FB. It sucked and everyone i worked with knew that something was wrong that day. I would always talk about her with my bff,and my Girl would tell me move on lol.
So that day when she finds me online,She says shes sorry for what happend,and has been stalking me for the last few weeks trying to figure out how to say hi. My smile grew even bigger knowing that she HAD Missed me just like i had missed her.
So in may she calls me and tells me to come over, I would end up spending Four days with her and her Girlfriend. We party get drunk,do each others makeup,play cops and robbers,go clubbing. Stuff you do with friends.
Well some stuff happend between me and Jess, while Her GF Was at work.I wont get into details. After the four days she tells me to come over anytime and her place is mine.
I Always had this feeling she liked me,But i could never add things up. My bff said i was her emotional pillow while others said she likes you,no doubt.
My birthday was coming, she offered to get me something,and then when it happens nothing from her at all. Not even a Happy bday,yes ill admit a part of me didnt want to be reminded of another year older closer to age,but it would have been nice for her to say Happy bday.
She Constantly hits on me,and makes me feel special,But then theres days when shes not there. The other day i offered to get her and her Gf in at this club i work at. and they have the gull to ask me to be the sober one to drive them home when im the one paying the bill WTF?
Today i texted her I was moving to Oregon and all she said was thats crazy just packing up and going. My response was""why stay? Nothings here for me i feel the people here hate me"
nothing still no reply from her.
I get the feeling i am her emotional rescue,and Only her friend who doesnt do drugs,cheat or steal. Im honest and loyal,and she likes me being that puppy dog.
Im leaving Arizona because it hurts me too much be dragged by her.
AM I Being selfish for wanting to break up our friendship?
I have this person I am in love with. We met at a Club on new years 2011. I was star struck.
Normally i dont walk up to anyone,people walk up to me. For whatever reason i went up to her and said hello. We became really good friends, The feeling Like you have known this person for ever. a few months later i worked up the courage and asked her to be my girlfriend. She polity Declined and said no i am with Someone,You know this.Then she tells me
"If i was single Yes id go out with you".
This would be the last time we would see each other for about a year. The next week we would get into a big fight over something dumb. Fast forward to March 2012 I was on Facebook and she sends me a Message,As soon as i saw her name I got a big smile.
After our argument she told me to "F*&? off",so i respected her wishes and didnt text call or im her,I was the one who deleted her off my FB. It sucked and everyone i worked with knew that something was wrong that day. I would always talk about her with my bff,and my Girl would tell me move on lol.
So that day when she finds me online,She says shes sorry for what happend,and has been stalking me for the last few weeks trying to figure out how to say hi. My smile grew even bigger knowing that she HAD Missed me just like i had missed her.
So in may she calls me and tells me to come over, I would end up spending Four days with her and her Girlfriend. We party get drunk,do each others makeup,play cops and robbers,go clubbing. Stuff you do with friends.
Well some stuff happend between me and Jess, while Her GF Was at work.I wont get into details. After the four days she tells me to come over anytime and her place is mine.
I Always had this feeling she liked me,But i could never add things up. My bff said i was her emotional pillow while others said she likes you,no doubt.
My birthday was coming, she offered to get me something,and then when it happens nothing from her at all. Not even a Happy bday,yes ill admit a part of me didnt want to be reminded of another year older closer to age,but it would have been nice for her to say Happy bday.
She Constantly hits on me,and makes me feel special,But then theres days when shes not there. The other day i offered to get her and her Gf in at this club i work at. and they have the gull to ask me to be the sober one to drive them home when im the one paying the bill WTF?
Today i texted her I was moving to Oregon and all she said was thats crazy just packing up and going. My response was""why stay? Nothings here for me i feel the people here hate me"
nothing still no reply from her.
I get the feeling i am her emotional rescue,and Only her friend who doesnt do drugs,cheat or steal. Im honest and loyal,and she likes me being that puppy dog.
Im leaving Arizona because it hurts me too much be dragged by her.
AM I Being selfish for wanting to break up our friendship?