I'm with what Aprill said earlier-- the whole "sometimes I want to pull my hair out" and right now would be one of those times, hence the break to makeuptalk!
MissBGlam, I admire that you know what you want! And it's totally ok to not want to have kidlets!
I always knew that I wanted children. In my senior book (and way before then but this is the only "proof" of my desires that I have in writing..ha
, I wrote what my life's goals were and they were: to become prima donna of the NY Met, to become an ob/gyn and then to finally be a mom and retire to mommyhood. Well, I never became prima donna of the NY Met (though I am a classically trained opera singer) and "love" got in the way of the whole med school thing but my last goal I did achieve-- to become a mommy, in a big way-- not as big as I had wanted, though (I have always wanted 12 children-- ok, maybe not tonight but...LOL!!!). If my body would hold up for more children, I'd have them in a heartbeat. But, alas, I have too many children to go off and die during the next pregnancy-- they kinda like me around (most of the times
. So, no more kidlets for me, at least biologically.
And, having said that-- T -15 hours until my husband has a vasectomy . . .
Warmly,
Brandi