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My parents own a cabin about two hours from the city in a beautiful area. I haven't been able to go out there for the past few years because it brings back terrible memories. After I left my exbf, he followed me out to the cabin ( wasn't aware he had followed me) and came after me. I could have died that day from my injuries but I didn't. I was in no shape to drive home and had to stay in the cabin overnight, fearing he may come back for me but he didn't. Since that time I have never gone back, horrid memories.
I am starting to heal emotionally and I thought why should I let that bastard ruin my life, prevent me from going to places I once loved. I have decided to head back to the cabin this weekend and face my fear. I know my neighbours will be out so I won't be alone. Plus I don't have to worry about my ex since he is dead (killed himself last year). Even if I manage to only stay a few hours that would be a start.
I figure if I can face my fear that will be a sign that I am becoming stronger.
I am starting to heal emotionally and I thought why should I let that bastard ruin my life, prevent me from going to places I once loved. I have decided to head back to the cabin this weekend and face my fear. I know my neighbours will be out so I won't be alone. Plus I don't have to worry about my ex since he is dead (killed himself last year). Even if I manage to only stay a few hours that would be a start.
I figure if I can face my fear that will be a sign that I am becoming stronger.