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My boyfriend and I have been together for over a year now. Thing is, he’s a divorcee living with his parents and child. I have never met his parents, his mom’s reasoning behind it is that the divorce was not final yet therefore it’s not the right time. During the year she would tell him how much she wants to meet me and that she can’t wait to meet me and all his problems would be settled soon. She would even give him presents to pass to me and we even went to a fortune teller (she believes in this a lot) in which he said we we’re very good together. After hearing this she said, ah you all better not open the books so much, it’s not good to read your destiny so often.
Anyway, forward to now a year and a half later, the divorce was finally settled. His mom is really happy for him and tells him he shouldn't remarry so soon. Suddenly she goes and sees another fortune teller and he says that I am not the one for her son and he will meet the woman in 5 years time. In the midst of this, she keeps asking him to meet that fortune teller so that he could tell my bf that face to face. So after that meeting, she starts to justify herself, and tells her son that she wants nothing to do with the relationship and tells him not to get her or the family involved. She then says, I’m not asking you all to break up, just giving you a heads up that she’s not the one but if you want to continue up to you, I will only be willing to meet the girl you are with in 5 years time. Honestly, it’s heartbreaking, I know I should handle this better and understand his situation but there’s just this feeling like my heart is sinking.
Weirdly enough, this happened about a month ago and up til now, she’s still trying to justify herself repeating the same thing over and over again to him. Almost every other day she would ask him, how is your gf taking this, whats her reaction, you know i'm just doing this for your own good. She then would start to bring the other members of the family into the justification telling him that the fortune teller says they aren’t ready to meet an outsider and she would say she has sacrificed everything for this family to work. Oh, and boyfriend and me is building a business together, but in this point of view the fortune teller says we work very well together and we bring luck to each other. It’s somehow ironic isn’t it.
Other than that, his house rules are that he has to be home by 6pm everyday, I understand she wants him to spend time at home. I’m currently sharing my place with him so it’s like he has two different lives. Sigh, I don’t know what I’m ranting about, I have spent the last two xmas’s alone, I sometimes can’t imagine spending another 5 without him. It’s like our plans to be a family, everything is thwarted. I just feel really lonely, left out and disheartened. Reason why I don’t want to dwell my family and friends about this is that maybe I’m ashamed that I don’t have the courage to go through this. I don’t know. He tells me that we'll get through it no matter what. I mean, it's so difficult nowadays to find someone so compatible, so true and so happy, it's just something i never expected. Maybe I'm just being naive. He can't leave because she's taking care of the kids and she would make statements like he doesn't have enough money to put them through private school and that he can't spend lavishly on them. She is very close to them and they'd be crestfallen without her. She have her own views in which they are so traumatised that there shouldn't be any stress laid upon them. When she gets angry she would be nasty and say things like 'they're your kids, you are a failure son and a failure father, your whole life is screwed up, you always do the wrong things, you never have any direction, you should never even be in a relationship, i hope your divorce never goes through.' When she's nice she would say 'you should find your own happiness, i really want you to be happy' and most of the time she would buy him expensive presents for no apparent reason. In someways I feel sorry that his parents still treat him like a child, and in someways i feel that if he didn't allow it to happen, it wouldn't have happened.
ps. reason why his marriage failed is because he was stuck in between the both of them complaining and nagging about each other till the wife couldn't take it and abused the family.
Anyway, forward to now a year and a half later, the divorce was finally settled. His mom is really happy for him and tells him he shouldn't remarry so soon. Suddenly she goes and sees another fortune teller and he says that I am not the one for her son and he will meet the woman in 5 years time. In the midst of this, she keeps asking him to meet that fortune teller so that he could tell my bf that face to face. So after that meeting, she starts to justify herself, and tells her son that she wants nothing to do with the relationship and tells him not to get her or the family involved. She then says, I’m not asking you all to break up, just giving you a heads up that she’s not the one but if you want to continue up to you, I will only be willing to meet the girl you are with in 5 years time. Honestly, it’s heartbreaking, I know I should handle this better and understand his situation but there’s just this feeling like my heart is sinking.
Weirdly enough, this happened about a month ago and up til now, she’s still trying to justify herself repeating the same thing over and over again to him. Almost every other day she would ask him, how is your gf taking this, whats her reaction, you know i'm just doing this for your own good. She then would start to bring the other members of the family into the justification telling him that the fortune teller says they aren’t ready to meet an outsider and she would say she has sacrificed everything for this family to work. Oh, and boyfriend and me is building a business together, but in this point of view the fortune teller says we work very well together and we bring luck to each other. It’s somehow ironic isn’t it.
Other than that, his house rules are that he has to be home by 6pm everyday, I understand she wants him to spend time at home. I’m currently sharing my place with him so it’s like he has two different lives. Sigh, I don’t know what I’m ranting about, I have spent the last two xmas’s alone, I sometimes can’t imagine spending another 5 without him. It’s like our plans to be a family, everything is thwarted. I just feel really lonely, left out and disheartened. Reason why I don’t want to dwell my family and friends about this is that maybe I’m ashamed that I don’t have the courage to go through this. I don’t know. He tells me that we'll get through it no matter what. I mean, it's so difficult nowadays to find someone so compatible, so true and so happy, it's just something i never expected. Maybe I'm just being naive. He can't leave because she's taking care of the kids and she would make statements like he doesn't have enough money to put them through private school and that he can't spend lavishly on them. She is very close to them and they'd be crestfallen without her. She have her own views in which they are so traumatised that there shouldn't be any stress laid upon them. When she gets angry she would be nasty and say things like 'they're your kids, you are a failure son and a failure father, your whole life is screwed up, you always do the wrong things, you never have any direction, you should never even be in a relationship, i hope your divorce never goes through.' When she's nice she would say 'you should find your own happiness, i really want you to be happy' and most of the time she would buy him expensive presents for no apparent reason. In someways I feel sorry that his parents still treat him like a child, and in someways i feel that if he didn't allow it to happen, it wouldn't have happened.
ps. reason why his marriage failed is because he was stuck in between the both of them complaining and nagging about each other till the wife couldn't take it and abused the family.