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thanks for the replies everyone. I am definitely very concerned about being one of the unlucky females who´s body changes drastically. I have my mom´s body and metabolism, and her body looks very good for having had two kids and having breastfed them both. So I can only hope I will turn out the same. I´m very critical of my body already, so I´m scared of the possibility of hating it after I´ve had kids. That´s why I wanna make sure I have the $ for possible plastic surgery.
I know it may sound vain to people who have already had kids, because obviously it´s been worth it. But for me the story is different. I know a c-section is major surgery, but both vaginal and c-section have their benefits and downsides. I will look more into it from the medical standpoint and then make my decision...I have years to decide after all lol
Also, I actually don´t want to breastfeed. I was breastfed as a baby, but for some reason I think of the whole act as gross and can´t see myself ever doing it. I can´t explain why I feel that way. But then again my fiancé is a type 1 diabetic, which breastfeeding is a protective factor for....so I guess I´ll have to for the sake of the baby..maybe I can pump the breastmilk?
Everybody tells me to not already worry about all these things now, cause I definitely won´t be having kids for another 5 years. But I can´t help worrying cause I´m so torn about the idea of pregnancy and having kids. I want to, but then again I kinda don´t want to lol. I´m crazy!
I know this is a few months of an older post, but I have to say something!
Well, for one, you sound so much like me. lol I was soo torn with what I wanted to do - csection or vaginal. I'll be honest with you, you're definitely not ready like you said. (basically by the breastfeeding comment you think it's gross) I'm not here to judge
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[email protected] 2x" width="20" height="20" /> But I think it's a personal choice and I respect you said it! It is best for baby, but sometimes it doesn't even work out. It didn't for me = I wanted to breastfeed for the baby and his health..but maybe 2 days later they fed him out of a bottle and after that he never latched on! Upset me soo much after I was specific too! Also, it upsets me so much that I ended up wanting to do a water birth and my obg didn't want that..it was so unfair! It should be my choice! Not hers! So I feel if you go there with a plan, don't be talked out of anything..because she told me that it "takes too long for a waterbirth" like thanks?? :|
I am immensely into my image, before I was pregnant and still am! Maybe being 23 has something to do with that. lol Nothing wrong with it, i'm not vain at all or think of myself highly, actually, just the opposite! I can relate to you wanting to keep your body up. I have a few tips. Being younger and having a child is an advantage with your body bouncing back similar to your pre-pregnancy body. If you want to when you're older I suggest that you eat VERY well, healthy, live foods maybe 6months before planning. Your body will have tons of nutrients and vitality to recover quicker post-preg and during, to keep your skin hydrated and best prevention for stretch marks. I have a very high iron reading, I don't know how or why!, it's like 12, and men typically have a reading of 15.. I truly think this was key into me not having any morning sickness and a very normal and good pregnancy. So try to keep your iron levels higher too!
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I was concerned about csection VS natural simply because of my lower belly VS vaginal tearing. I kind of looked at plastic surgery as an option as well to base a choice off of. I thought to myself they really don't have anything to fully remove stretch marks or scars. I know those bother me so much for whatever reason idk. Yeah, I have a scar that isn't easily seen by other people but >I< would know about it, & that just bothered me to think about it...The fact that they can get infected, rip open, or anything if you're not very careful! Natural birth freaked me out because well..something coming out is simply scary!!! But I thought, they have "laser vaginal rejuvenation" and other things to fix that IF it was going to be a problem and I didn't like the outcome. Now, in the end, I let mother nature decide what's best for me. I guess I just said planning against it, something will go wrong and I didn't want to chance that. Especially if it was my fault only because I wanted to do what I thought was best for my looks. I ended up having natural (epidural of course lol) and he wasn't a bigger baby, 6lbs. I'm very petite myself. I have a high metabolism and lost the baby weight like 2months after pregnancy. I definitely feel if I got that csection, with seeing how my body is now, I would have definitely had a pouch of extra skin (since they cut your abdominal muscle) and I would be soo sad & depressed because I wouldn't get a tummy tuck because that requires a larger scar : I am glad I let mother nature do what she does best..and in the end I did get my body back. Actually, I think it's better! I have a fuller booty(biggest insecurity & I still wish it was bigger!lol) my breasts are still big, not as big, but still nice. OH Also, I exercised them immediately. lol I noticed a difference in the center, like they're more spaced and I had purchased
http://www.easycurves.com/ and I kid you not, they're fine ! I noticed they went back a week after I kept using that. It was one of the best $10 I invested! So, I just feel you can attain your pre-preg body more with a natural birth, and I believe that now because us women have been doing it for quite some time now
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[email protected] 2x" width="20" height="20" /> A csection is something like a 'trend' created by Victoria Beckham and other celebrities because they're "too busy" to have children so they fit it all in a schedule to make it work. It's like it's not an emergency anymore! And USA are the only ones to have "elective" so much. The healing time is very bad, and if you have a low tolerance for pain ( i do! ) I think pain over all of those weeks/months won't be worth it especially since you have a new baby to attend to. Healing time is hard, period (for most) but if you're worried about body, you can start working sooner with natural. I started doing very simple leg lifts ( like the dr told me, start out very slow, then work your way up) and I do believe that tip was 100% true! It definitely brings your midsection back in & your muscles tighter, and wear a tight workout belt around your waist while doing them! I think because I was early 20s when I had my son, that contributed to bouncing back. I think with a c-section, and you say you want to be in your 30s, that will be a hard time to bounce back since you'd be older and your body would go through a horrendous surgery & recovery process.
I viewed this documentary last year, called The Business of Being Born and opened my eyes up so much! If you're set on something, whether it's c-section, natural birth, water birth, whichever, don't let anybody talk you out of it because it is your choice, you're carrying that baby! I think it's sooo unfair to talk a woman into changing her mind with >her< labor&delivery. We need more midwives! lol But I'll tell you one thing, I know you mentioned a surrogate-like way to go about things, I think every woman should feel a babys kick inside of her. It is the most amazing feeling in the world..and to experience such things are beautiful. I think once you're pregnant, everything will come natural, it always does, with your motherly instincts, you have no worries. I think our society stresses the difficulties (and superficial) of delivery and the importance of looking flawless every moment of our lives, but we have been giving birth and STiLL look fabulous even if you're not a size 1! When the time comes to have your own, you'll know what's right for your baby and yourself & your body, and always remember life is beautiful and we shouldn't be afraid of giving it like we are. Hell, I thought I was going to die afterwards! But I'm still here :-]
Sorry I wrote a book.
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