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Basically, there was a guy from work who asked me to hang out with him. When I did, he told me "you know I'm only hanging out with you because I have no guy friends in London" (He moved here from france). So, I tried not to show how much this affected me but he still went on about how he only invited me so we can be friends etc. I only wanted to be friends anyway but the fact he emphasised how much I was only his "guy friend" made me feel like ****. it was as if he was warning me not to think anything can happen between us because I am so beneath him. (again, I didnt like him as anything more than a friend anyway).
So, I didnt want to show how much he hurt me and continued to hang out as friends where he would continue to put me down. Eventually i just thought **** him, I dont need negative people and stopped.
i really want to feel confident when I see him and make him regret treating me like ****.
What would you suggest that I change? I am trying to work on building my confidence because I know that that is worth more than anytihng. I know he 'friendzoned' me but the way he did it really made me feel like I am so repulsive. I took pictures. I do usually make more effort and used to wear more make up but he used to make little comments about my make up too which made me feel insecure (I would only wear mascara, eyeliner, mineral foundation and blusher). I became insecure wearing make up and thought why am I bothering, people will probably laugh at me etc. Anyway, I want to get back into making more effort but feel a bit lost now! I really want some advice on make up and general ideas to improve my look and hopefully make me feel more confident.
Complete gallery
http://s66.photobucket.com/user/nanon121/library/?view=recent&page=1
These pics are mostly me 'natural'/having just woken up to show how I really look. I dont usually go out looking like that lol
So, I didnt want to show how much he hurt me and continued to hang out as friends where he would continue to put me down. Eventually i just thought **** him, I dont need negative people and stopped.
i really want to feel confident when I see him and make him regret treating me like ****.
What would you suggest that I change? I am trying to work on building my confidence because I know that that is worth more than anytihng. I know he 'friendzoned' me but the way he did it really made me feel like I am so repulsive. I took pictures. I do usually make more effort and used to wear more make up but he used to make little comments about my make up too which made me feel insecure (I would only wear mascara, eyeliner, mineral foundation and blusher). I became insecure wearing make up and thought why am I bothering, people will probably laugh at me etc. Anyway, I want to get back into making more effort but feel a bit lost now! I really want some advice on make up and general ideas to improve my look and hopefully make me feel more confident.
Complete gallery
http://s66.photobucket.com/user/nanon121/library/?view=recent&page=1
These pics are mostly me 'natural'/having just woken up to show how I really look. I dont usually go out looking like that lol
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