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daer0n /img/forum/go_quote.gif I hate my skin, and im just as obsessed as you are Andi, im looking for either homemade recipes to make my skin clearer or pimple free, or serums and all that...my skin is literally POOP! i hate it, that is the one thing i really really hate about myself, my skin, it obsesses me soo much, my skin tone is so uneven, and i have dark circles under my eyes, and atm i am pimple central..i was going to actually send you a message asking you about some of the products you've bought for making skin tone even and pimple free, i swear right now it looks so bad. Worst thing is, i have to get pictures of my face taken without makeup for my permanent resident paperwork, without MAKEUP!! and i am pimple central, i am going nuts
So yeah, i am just the same as you, and ive become that way recently, i want flawless skin with non visible pores and rosie cheeks so i can get away with wearing no makeup at all whenever i feel like it, and whenever i do for my skin to look even more flawless with makeup on..will it happen one day? i don't know -sigh-
What totally ruined it though was working as a makeup artist and having to wear makeup every day, you know, it's all about presentation, and if you are a makeup artist you kind of have to have makeup on, otherwise people don't really take you seriously :/
I hear ya. I was getting cystic acne about 1 1/2 years ago and I freaked out since the acne I had in my teens was just a bunch of white and blackheads, and those rarely leave any scars or dark marks. I got on a birth control pill that´s the best for acne (a lot of my friends have been on it, it cleared everyone´s skin up) and then cystic pimples stopped. But the dark marks stayed and it drove me nuts. Here I am with clear skin but the tone is so uneven and those red marks bother me.
What I have tried and found to work is
Rx for Brown Skin Exfoliating Serum: evens out skintone, lightens hyperpigmentation gradually
TCA Peels (you can order them online, they aren´t that expensive): to spot treat hyperpigmentation
I also do glycolic peels (40%) but I´m not sure if they do much, maybe a gradual lightening also
Differin: gentle and it works (for me)
birth control pill (specific ones though. I don´t buy the crap that every pill will clear your skin up. That´s what OBGYNs sometimes say because technically they should. But if you have real acne not just any pill is gonna do it for everyone)
And eek, having pics taken with no makeup on? Why would they wanna do that to anyone? I have this pic on my train card that was taken when I was 16, hungover, pale and sick, with no makeup. Everytime I have to show my card I get these "is that really you?" looks lol.