Aww crushboy likes another girl

[dizzy_lizzy]

So I was talking to my friend today. She's pretty good friends with (ex)crushboy, but I never told her I liked him (I don't trust her with secrets /emoticons/[email protected] 2x" width="20" height="20" />...this post will make it clear why)

I found out several major things about crushboy that really astonished me, ...I can't believe I'm so blind and dumb lol

first, most importantly - he's hooking up with another girl right now

second, most surprisingly - he went out with one of my semi-friends (i.e. somewhere between friend and acquaintance) for a few months last year, and I was 100% oblivious of this (even though I had already liked him by then)

third - apparently quite a few girls like (or recently liked) him...I can't figure out if this is a good thing or a bad thing, b/c while this shows I don't have odd taste...the bad part is obvious lol

So yeah, I'm pretty disappointed that he's into another girl, but I think I'm getting over him ok. I never realized that so many other girls liked him though, and that he had been going out with girls I considered my friends lol...you think I would've known. I'm shocked that I never noticed....

I just hope that he hasn't already been able to tell that I like him, b/c that would just be kind of embarassing =P

*sigh* my teeeeny tiny high school is driving me insane, he was pretty much the ONLY guy in my grade who is both hot and smart....yeah, sad huh

kinda bummed now....

 

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