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I think I am having a breakdown (Maybe *T*; SI)

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Dec 28, 2006
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I'm freaking out right now. I jsut completely lost it and cut up my leg. Bad. From like ankle to calf. I haven't kept anything down in weeks, I relapsed in my eating disorder so badly. I had to go to the pharmacy and get butterlfy bandages to close htem up. A lot of htem are bad and my boyfriend is trying to get me to go to the ER but my insurance lapsed and I can't and I don't know what to do. I don't have anywhere to go right now and I just need someone right now. Because he is 3000 miles away. And I am freezing cold. And I don't know why.

I wrapped up my leg and am trying to stop the bleeding.

I am having to do my thesis on domestic violence and it is killing me. I keep having nightmares and flashbacks and now all this. I need help but cna't afford therapy or anything. I have nowhere to go and I just need someone. I'm sorry ot post this and I don't want to burden anyone. I'm so sorry.