Originally Posted by
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My addiction started just over a year ago...as a result of my trip to New York!
Honestly, I was always into beauty, makeup, and fashion....
but I was afraid to look good because my peers, colleagues, and potential clients may think I spend too much time on myself.
things people would say:
"...you look so tall today..." - if I decide to wear heels
"...you look nice...going somewhere?" - if I wore office-y clothes
"...nice makeup..."
"...you look feminine!" - wtf, am I supposed to look like a man?!
I still try to wear as little makeup as possible to interviews and meetings because I feel like I would definitely be judged.
I know I can look attractive, but if I look too good, the people around me may be turned-off by that and judge me harshly.
I badly want to look glamorous, dress up, and look like a star!!! LOL!!! but I only do it on rare occasions.
MAKEUP MAKES ME HAPPY INSIDE! lol