Thank you so much everyone for your support, kind words, thoughts and prayers
I'm over the inital shock of it all and it's all starting to sink in now.. I'm still pretty upset and angry, my Dad is acting like nothing has even happened since he dropped it on us.. can't say I am too pleased with how he went about this whole thing in the first place either.. I know it's never easy to ask someone for a divorce, but he did it with such little care for my mother and the rest of the family.
I feel like I don't even know him anymore.. I haven't spoken to him since.. and he won't speak to me either, he is just acting like nothing has happened.
He and Mum have barely spoken since either. Everything is still up in the air.. I feel incredibly anxious, I hate when I don't know what is going on or the idea that my future is about to change and I have no choice in the matter or any idea WHAT or WHEN things will change. The whole thing makes me feel sick.
I am so proud of my Mum, she is being so incredibly strong through this whole thing. She's gone into survival mode and started taking control of a situation she really feels like she has no power over.
So yeah.. that's pretty much my update. Again, thank you everyone, I really feel touched by how kind you have all been and appreciate all messages/emails etc. You are a wonderful bunch of people and I feel really blessed to have you all here supporting me