Sisters passing

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So March 10th of this year my oldest sister who was 28 years old passed away from a drug overdose. We were never really 'close'. We talked here and there but it wasn't very often since I didn't like her drug problem. I just wish i could've been there for her more, trying to help more even though she didn't want anyones help because she felt as if she didn't have a problem. She said she liked being high and she liked who she was.

I never thought this would've happened though and even though it was 8 months ago it still feels like yesterday at times.

...I don't know, I just wish i could've told her even though I didn't like the person she was on that crap, I still loved her but i honestly don't think she knew that because of how i was. I think that's what makes this more ****ed up.

This isn't being posted for pity, I just needed to vent. Today's just one of those days where I just feel like sh*t.

 

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