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Bear with me, I have had a horrendous couple of weeks and I am finally acknowledging how bad it is making me feel.
What do you do when you realize your attempts at being a strong person has backfired? That it has cast you in such a light with others you fear there will never be a fresh start?
I am not an evil mean person, in fact I am so sensitive I tend to put up that "imma b!tch' wall when I feel hurt.
The internet was meant to be a place to relax, unwind. Not a place to feel alienated and lonely.
I know I have made some really good friends, and for that I am thankful, but what do you do when people make that snap judgementt of you? How do you NOT feel hurt?
This is just a general feelibng of being let down. By myself.
Ahhhh. Does anyone know what I am talking about? I just feel so alone right now.
Kids are at school, Hubby is at work. I have tried and tried to get a job but I'll be darned if a 10yr lapse in employ doesn't hinder it. That and they want RECENT experiences=(
So hard to get out of the hole and stay out.
I know this is "just the net" not real life, but does that mean it should hurt less?
I just need a hug bad. And not a single soul to get one from=(
What do you do when you realize your attempts at being a strong person has backfired? That it has cast you in such a light with others you fear there will never be a fresh start?
I am not an evil mean person, in fact I am so sensitive I tend to put up that "imma b!tch' wall when I feel hurt.
The internet was meant to be a place to relax, unwind. Not a place to feel alienated and lonely.
I know I have made some really good friends, and for that I am thankful, but what do you do when people make that snap judgementt of you? How do you NOT feel hurt?
This is just a general feelibng of being let down. By myself.
Ahhhh. Does anyone know what I am talking about? I just feel so alone right now.
Kids are at school, Hubby is at work. I have tried and tried to get a job but I'll be darned if a 10yr lapse in employ doesn't hinder it. That and they want RECENT experiences=(
So hard to get out of the hole and stay out.
I know this is "just the net" not real life, but does that mean it should hurt less?
I just need a hug bad. And not a single soul to get one from=(