Makeup has changed my life. A few years ago I was with my boyfriend [my ex now] and as horrible as it sounds...it was an emotionally abusive relationship. He was constantly telling me that I wasn't pretty enough to have anyone else love me, that he was the only person that ever could. I was so blinded by my love for him, I thought he was serious. Then, eventually it got worse and he said I was ugly and I was lucky that even he loved me. And, at this time, he was over weight and not the cleanest person........I felt horrible about myself. I ended up watching makeup tutorials on youtube, and became obsessed. I fell in LOVE with xsparkage. And she has totally turned my life around. I got into makeup and I felt so beautiful. My boyfriend was starting to realize it and found another way to put me down. After about 6 months, this guy at work confessed to me that he liked me. And it was someone I thought was sweet. It made me think.........if he likes me, even though my boyfriend said no one would ever like me....it can't be possible. I denied it for a while. But then, I started to fall for my co-worker. I broke up with my boyfriend and he was pissed. And, now, two and a half years later, I am still with my co-worker, my amazing boyfriend. Who loves me even when I am not dolled up. He has made me feel beautiful with or without makeup. And I am extremely happy to feel confident with my looks. Makeup has made me realize the person I am. And I will always be grateful! It truly has changed my life. <3