I grew up with most of my family members being heavy smokers but I don't nessessarily blame them that I was a smoker because I have a couple cousins who grew up in the same environment and never started. I have been smoke free since New years 2000. I was a heavy smoker and started when I was around 13 or 14 years old. I was in my early twenties when I quit. I feel much better but the funny thing is that I still have dreams about smoking all the time. It's been a re-occuring dream ever since I quit. My aunt told me she had those dreams too for twenty five years!(she quit for that long and then started up again, can you believe it?!!) I wake up feeling incredibly guilty, then I realise it was just a dream!
To be honest though, I liked smoking to some degree other wise I wouldn't have done it. I quit because it is extremely bad for your health and skin, plus, it stinks. I also HATED that something had control over me in some way. But what I hated most about it was that I was contributing to the Government getting richer off society's bad habbits. That angered me. Then they turn around and pretend like they care if you get sick! They don't give a rat's ass!
But I don't find people who smoke to be desgusting at all. One of my good friends is a smoker. She's one of the only ones from our group, her husband doesn't even smoke. I am positive she can quit when she wants to and I know she will when she decides to have babies.
Hopefully, anyone here who wants to, can find the determination to quit, we are all here to encourage you!